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Regrets...
I have been thinking how to start the thread but it seems that this describes the most. This made me to miss out on relationships (became very quiet/weird) after what happened and my life is messed up till now. I jsut relieving myself by telling a story which I cannot share with anyone else.
There was a girl I'll name her J. She liked me since our days back in school. Our classmates will always try to match us together. She would try her very best to let me know that she liked me but I'll still act blur act blur. Still remember a time when she was back from overseas vacation and she bought the key chain where it shows my name and with the love sign. Our friend even shouted to say 'Have u received your secret present u nvr take wrong right'. There was once where my friend asked me out for dinner. But in the end, J came as well and my friend just disappeared shortly. Felt a bit of setup thus I'm a little annoyed (I was stressed by my job and schoolwork) To the bros who want to know her figure I would describe it as petite but not extremely curvy. She was busty- breast was a C to D-cup. For her she will always wear the tight tops with a korean style hot pants. The tight tops really shows her figures off. Thorough the talks she'll ask me what kind of girls I like, what do you look for in a girl etc to know me better. But i always gave short answers. The unforgettable question was when she ask who is the girl in my whatsapp pic was it ex. I asked her: 'would you put your ex picture on whatsapp?' She went silent and we quickly finished and left the restaurant. But I felt bad after that as she sort of became my target to verge my anger on that day when she didn't do much things wrongly. Thus that weekend I went to her house nearby and asked her out for a short dessert. She came but probably felt a bit awkward and did not bombard me with questions instead I asked more about her. She's really independent where she has to work outside to pay for her school fees and allowance for herself. She's not lying as i know that she receives bursary every year. As the place is near her home, she offered to send me home when I declined. When we're near the mrt I told her (from what I recall not the exact wordings used back then): Me: Thanks so much for coming out ah, really enjoyed it J: No prob it should be me who's thankful! U nvr wondered why? Me: you mean? J: why I gave you special souvenirs and u nvr wondered why I cancel my work for the dessert? Me: Hmm nvr eh maybe let me think? She was quite annoyed for a moment. But as I was going to leave, she gave a fast peck on my cheeks before I could react! I dont fancy her back then but my face got red I think ( it was hot). She was shy and ran back to her home. I was thinking of the peck when I was on the train. Dont know why I find her cute when she left, thats where I started to fancy her a little. But never did I know that this peck will bring both of us so much pain.. TBC |
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nice story, please continue bro. hope u are all better.
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Please continue TS :)
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I feel you bro. Sometimes love causes more hurt than happiness. But it's so hard to let go, and you never forget that out-of-this-world true love. Rooting for you...
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Continue TS, I will offer you 10 points if you do :)
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Camping for more.
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Camping here.
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Hope to read more.
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Thanks so much will update today if I'm free. But my story may not be as juicy as the other threads since it's from my real experience and I'm not good at describing
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Camping here too
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Nice buildup, more please.
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Nice start, support you TS :)
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Camping too.
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Staying here for more!
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Nice! Another camper here:)
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TS
The more you write the more you regret:p |
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Do continue TS :)
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Good stuff, support
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Nice, camping for updates ;)
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My turn to regret since i kena zap:p
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Support and camping ...
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Continued past 2 days were working
When we go back to school I pretended that I didn't care much about the kiss. Fast forward to 1 month plus later when we had to do a project, and I was 'selected' to be her partner thanks to my friends. This project requires us to meet after school to do as its not just power point but prototype as well. As one of the top students, she put in a lot of effort in doing it. Back then I gradually becane attracted to her. The face when she is so focused really attracted me. It wont get me a hard on but the feeling where your heart will start to beat fast, I believe you guys know. Normally after school I will fast fast rush home but with her, I started to drag time, making small talks with her, taking the long way to get home through mrt when the bus is a direct bus to my home, or to walk slowly to habe more time with her. I even asked her out for long runs and she can run marathon really. I finally man up on day and asked her out which she agreed. I dressed up smartly but when she came I was surprised. She was wearing a low cut white dress which clearly shows her assets. The kind where guys will discuss among themselves and rate. Instead of going to posh restaurant, she told me she wanted to walk at Singapore river. This was surprising as with her outfit she wanted to walk. During the walk, I have been thinking of ways to tell her to be my girl. I thought of 'lets state man' or 'could you be my girl' etc. But as I was thinking all of a sudden, she held my hand! I still remember it wasnt the type where our fingers laced, it was a very simple hold. She smiled at me and I can see that she's shy. I sent her home that day but I didnt give her a kiss as both of us were shy :( that's how we started Next update will be more interesting I guess TBC |
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All of us have a first kiss with lips including me. That wont be memorable if both of you are 'virgins of kiss' hahaha. Knowing nothing about kissing I went online and get info of how to kiss. With the info I thought I could grasp the technique. Since I wouldnt have met her if not for school, I wanted my first kiss to be in school. On the day of presentation, our project was awarded the 1st in class most importantly that gave me the chance. I brought her to staircases that leads to the rooftop, and I followed the website to look her with love in eye hahaha, with sincerity of course. She knows what will happen and thus closed her eyes. I moved closer and closer trying to get lips to lips with her but... I kissed her upper lips instead! This is not the worst thing, we basically juz kissed each other very much to the extent where we kept making the smooch sound. Worse thing is we forgot to breathe and we ended up panting like mad.. But we looked at each other and have a good laugh hahaha. Fast forward to our graduation we ended up celebrating at J's house (J is the girl I mentioned since first post btw). J's family usually dont go home early thus we used it as a mini date. To impress her I whipped up a feast for her, and she's super amazed about my culinary skills. After we went to use phone and in we shared jokes in app all these. I showed her a page on traits to be a good girlfriend and then she was looking at it. One of it was giving good sex. She suddenly became serious and asked (again not exact phrasing and M is me): J: M, we can make this grad a unforgettable one M: by how? J: to take our relationship a step forward. I really like u M. Back then I was speechless. J's implying for sex but I wasnt ready! But my small brother didnt listen to my orders and stood up. She saw it and was laughing. Should I go with it? TBC |
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i like ur story very much.. power.. more pls.
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Nice story bro, pls continue
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Nice story TS .... camping for updates :D
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